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Biking- the dangers for a new rider

I wrote a post a few months ago, through the eyes of a biker. At that time, I was a scooter rider with fantasies of being a “proper” biker. On Monday, I bought a Motorbike and the only thing I am missing is the leathers.

I clocked up about 15,000 miles over four and a half years, riding my scooter became as natural to be as breathing which was as well because it gave me ample opportunity to watch out for the idiots on the road. The less I had to concentrate on what I was doing the more I could concentrate on everything around me.

A scooter has three control, the throttle that you twist and go; it controls your speed and a front and back brake like on a bicycle. Simple.

The motorcycle is a completely different animal. You have a clutch, throttle and a front brake controlled by your hands. Then you have a back brake and gears operated by your feet. You need to learn to listen to your bike, it screams at you if you need to change gears. It is a finely tuned operation. And scariest still you can stall it… and I have done on numerous occasions. If you stall your car and the person behind you isn’t paying much attention or maybe illegally on their phone you’ll get shunted along, maybe a dent on your bumper. If I stall it, I may get a car or van sending me flying through the air…two cars came perilously close yesterday.

I know that give it a week or two and my riding will be really smooth, a month’s time and I won’t even remember what it was like to ride a scooter but at the moment I am shaky, I may stall it, I may take off a tad too slowly at the lights as my natural scooter instinct screams throttle but the bike screams clutch at me and feed it out gently to avoid the kangaroo jumps. It may take me a tiny bit longer to process that I need to change up a gear to match the road speed.

Other road users if you open your eyes you will see us, you will see that we are not as confident, that we are still learning, be patient…your need to get to where you are going could cost us our lives. Today I had a Land Rover following me at an indecently close distance and as I turned into another road he tried to overtake me on a bend. I won’t put into print what I think of him.

None of us like being behind learners but to bully them… really… is that what you’re about? A learner is less likely to be able to respond to situations so if your driving places them in a vulnerable position you could be responsible for it all going wrong.

The road belongs to us all. Slow down and think about what you are doing before you have to explain to someone’s mum, dad, husband, wife, child, friend why you getting to your destination two minutes earlier was more important than their loved one’s life.

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Half-Marathon – training with my Sis

Saturday was the first time my sister and I trained together for this craziness that she has talked me into. We drove to WIndsor evoking a myriad of memories. Windsor was the last place I rode horses, other than the occasional holiday hack.

The weather proved to be typically British as it boasted its array of seasons. From the comfort of the car we looked on as it rained. Both of us wondered what had brought us out on a day like this but the rain stopped and the sun shone.

We entered the park from the Bishop’s gate entrance and started our run. We went along Snow Hill up towards the Copper Horse, it took a few minutes to adapt to a pace suitable for both of us. In my little running bag sat my MP3 as I didn’t know whether I could run without it. Julia and I managed to maintain a conversation throughout, pretty impressive I think so there was no need for musical distraction. We ran down the Long Walk seeing the horses splashing around in the pond at Bears Rails. Our run took us all the way through the park to the castle where we did a U turn and faced the run back up the Long Walk with trepidation. I found the last part of this exceptionally hard and my breathing suffered as I lumbered up the hill. Conversation stalled at this point with the exception of the odd update I provided from my running app as to how far we had run.

I know I need to work on my hill running, something to focus on at the gym…although going to the gym is now going to be more of a trial after running in such exquisite surroundings. At the top of the hill we headed back towards Snow Hill. Our aim was 10km. We reached our goal and decided to increase it to as far as the gate, when we reached the gate we increased it further thinking that 11km would be a good point to reach as it was half of our ultimate goal. We turned towards Savill Gardens and kept our pace…although I was struggling by then until the app proudly informed us that we had reached 11km. Yay us…we have four months to double that.

A bite to eat, a long soak in the bath, a quick lie down on the sofa and I was good for nothing else that day. I did have an overwhelming sense of achievement though. From the woman who couldn’t run outside for more than 5-10 minutes I had managed 1 hour and 20 minutes.

Why are we doing this? Our Dad was diagnosed with Parkinson’s a couple of years ago and this is a little way that we can show him our support and thank not only him but our mum for the brilliant parents that they are and the continuous support they have given us.

A little bit about Parkinson’s that I have copied from: http://www.parkinsons.org.uk/ 

A quick introduction to Parkinson’s

No one has to face Parkinson’s alone

If you have just been diagnosed or know somebody who has, you’ve probably got a lot of questions and perhaps some worries. That’s where Parkinson’s UK can help.

We’re the UK’s Parkinson’s support and research charity. We’re committed to finding a cure and improving life for everyone affected by Parkinson’s. We provide a range of information and support through our 370 local groups, website and free, confidential helpline manned by expert staff and nurses.

Every person with Parkinson’s is different

The symptoms someone has and how quickly the condition develops will differ from one person to the next.1 Although there’s currently no cure, a range of medicines and treatments are available to manage many of the symptoms.2

Parkinson’s is not infectious and doesn’t usually run in families.3 For most people, their life expectancy won’t change much because of Parkinson’s.4 We don’t yet know why people develop Parkinson’s.

Parkinson’s affects people of all ages

Around one person in every 500 has Parkinson’s. That’s about 127,000 people in the UK.5  Most people who get Parkinson’s are aged 50 or over, but younger people can get it too.6

It can take me longer to do things

People get Parkinson’s because some of the nerve cells in their brains that produce a chemical called dopamine have died.2 Lack of dopamine means that people can have great difficulty controlling movement. Sometimes people can ‘freeze’ suddenly when moving.1

Parkinson’s can also cause some people’s hands and bodies to shake.1 This can make everyday activities, such as eating, getting dressed, or using a phone or computer, difficult or frustrating.

Parkinson’s doesn’t just affect movement

As well as difficulties with movement, people with Parkinson’s might experience other symptoms such as tiredness, pain, depression, anxiety, problems with memory and constipation.1 These are often referred to as non-motor symptoms and can have an impact on people’s day-to-day lives.

Back to me again:

If you know someone who has been affected by Parkinson’s or you would just like to support a couple of crazy women as they build up a sweat in the name of a good cause then please visit our just giving page. Donations of any size are appreciated.

https://www.justgiving.com/Julia-Maria/?utm_source=Facebook&utm_medium=fundraisingpage&utm_content=Julia-Maria&utm_campaign=pfp-share 

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Half-marathon training

Today was my first run outside in well over a year. I always struggled to run outside as I couldn’t regulate my breathing so after about 5 minutes my chest would hurt and I would be puffing and panting. I used to run with work colleagues and they were all a lot fitter than me and ran easily. I think I must have tried to emulate their speed. I have since joined a gym and regularly run on the treadmill; this is a lot easier as it regulates the pace for you as long as you don’t set it to a ridiculous pace.

Today with great trepidation I headed to the Heath for a run. I have signed up for the Windsor half marathon in September to raise funds for Parkinson’s which is a disease that affects my dad. So I don’t have a get out clause, it is booked in, donations have already started pouring in. A joint enterprise with my sister and I can proudly say we have reached 90% of our £150.00 target in 2 days. We may need to increase it soon.

It took me 20 minutes to walk to the Heath; I fiddled around with the Map my Run app for a minute or two switched my music on and took a deep breath started. The first 5 minutes were the hardest but I didn’t have trouble with my breathing and my pace was nice and steady. My aim for this run was five kilometres but when I reached about three and a half I realised I needed to do more. I needed to push myself right from the word go. If I couldn’t now how would I managed in September. So I reset my target. My usual run on the treadmill is an hour so that was my new target one hour.

The terrain was varied as I ran on pavement, grass, uneven surfaces and slight gradients. I was overcome with elation when I slightly exceeded that hour by a mere 20 seconds and reached eight and a half kilometres.

The only problem was that I had to do the twenty-minute walk back!

I can honestly say I enjoyed it more than I do the gym as I was out in nature but I hurt a hell of a lot more too.

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Windsor half-marathon

Okay, you could be right I may have lost my marbles…but the fact of the matter is my sister Julia, and I have signed up for a half-marathon. We are doing this craziness in support of our dad who was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease about two years ago. Our dad is the best dad ever, I’m not just saying that because he’s my dad but because that is the truth. Our dad has always been there for us, a man who worked hard but had time for his three children, who took us to the park to play cricket and other ball games. He taught us to ride our bikes and picked my bruised and embarrassed self off the floor when my bike literally fell apart on me. He was always there when we needed advice; he fixed things when they broke. Every step of the way through our lives he has been there for us even when we didn’t necessarily deserve it.

Over the last couple of years, we have seen the deterioration that this wicked disease has wrought on him. The strong, active man now struggles with the everyday things, but he still pushes on. He tries to bring forth the words that flow freely from our mouths. We can see the frustration that these debilitating affects have on him. He cracks jokes and endeavours to stay upbeat even though he is in pain at times.

So for him we are signing up for this half-marathon, for him we will push ourselves to our limits -or certainly I will be – my sister is more of a runner that I am.

Now let me tell you just how crazy this is for me. The most I have jogged is 10km on a treadmill…I now have to do approximately 22km outside. Did I mention that I can’t run outside, 5 or 10 minutes is my PB. Can’t seem to regulate my pace or breathing. Oh yes, I can hear you all cackling, the laughter bubbling up from deep inside you, rising up your throats and bursting out as you split your sides. “Good luck.” I hear you say. I’ll take that, I need all the luck I can get.

I have until the 27 September to train…so watch this space. I may update my blog over the next few months with the highs and lows, the pain and the…mmm might need to think about that one!

I used to ride through Windsor Great Park on a horse…I wonder if that would be allowed.

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Self-Publishing – Come on Amazon play fair

So I self-published nearly three months ago with a 46-page short story, followed up six weeks later with a 40-page short story. I am still feeling my way around in the dark and trying to make connections. Build a brand, find time to write, edit, etc… you know what I’m saying – nothing I haven’t said before.

So the difficulties of self-publishing are evident. Who buys the work of a self-published author? Well, initially it is friends and family, certainly with book one. Whether they like your style of writing and assuming you haven’t written a pile of crock determines whether they move onto book two. Yes, they buy at first because they know you but they don’t have to leave a review. Assuming you know they bought it, they can if so inclined make up a million and one excuses as to why they haven’t left one. The best one and also the one that has the ring of truth is finding the time in our hectic schedules to do it.

This post isn’t about whether they left a review or didn’t, I appreciate that they supported me enough to buy it. The review is the part that boosts my flagging confidence when all the hard work doesn’t seem to be paying off.

I discovered this week that I had two reviews left for me that were taken down by Amazon, actually they didn’t appear. One was by a friend – she preferred book two and wished to leave a review for this one. My sister also left a review. I contact Amazon to ask why these reviews hadn’t surfaced, and they told me it was because the reviewers knew me! (I know exclamation marks should be used sparingly, and I will try to limit it to just this one.)

I know Amazon want to try to maintain the authenticity of reviews. But when someone has purchased a copy of this book, regardless whether they know the author or not they surely have the right as a customer to leave a review. It doesn’t mean their review is fake, or biased. I could understand this when someone leaves a review without it being a verified purchase.

Come on Amazon be fair, until an independent author has established themselves the majority of their reviews will be by people who know them. As they network they will make online friends within the writing community, do these reviews also count as being unacceptable? Trying to get noticed out there is hard enough without silly rules to make it harder. Amazon I have brought new customers your way, ones that otherwise would not have made that purchase. I know the sales that I have generated, the 30% you take is a mere drop in the ocean to you. If you add the sales of all the Indie authors around the world together and consider their fan base then these “friends and family members” are bringing you in a sizeable revenue.

Each sale I make and each review I receive brings a smile to my face and makes the process worthwhile. So come on Amazon please don’t deny my right to these reviews and the customer’s right to leave them.

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As Dreams Are Made On By Maria Gibbs

Thank you to Hannah for this lovely review.

Hannah's avatarEchoes In An Empty Room

Matty Taylor: a beautiful young woman is starting out in her new life with her husband. Plagued by visions that seem all too real she seeks advice from the Gypsy at the local fair.

Donald Taylor: cannot believe his luck when Matty agrees to marry him. A methodical, down to earth, man who requires irrefutable evidence to believe in the existence of anything.

Thomas Trevelyan: Enigmatic and exciting but with an agenda of his own.
Matty is pulled from her life in the 21st Century into a frightening dream world where Thomas Trevelyan rescues her from a crowd of angry peasants and spirits her off to his secluded house in the woods.

Frightened when he cannot wake Matty from her sleep Donald has to start challenging the way he thinks in order to get her back.
If Thomas can win her heart, he will be a step closer to obtaining…

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Pay it forward for authors – revised

I have been playing around with the idea of authors helping each other ever since I embarked on my second full-time job at the beginning of January. Self-published author with no contacts, no experience in marketing, in fact, no one but myself to do everything that needs doing.
I have had some advice from some kind, helpful authors who have already trodden the well-worn path. I have joined many groups on Facebook and Google+ some of which I have enjoyed being part of or reading comments on even though pressed for time. There are wonderful review groups, groups to chat about what you have read and all things book. On some of these groups, you can’t share links to your work, or you can occasionally share and understandably so. These groups are about so much more. Are we really trying to sell to each other though? Is another author our main target audience? Yes, of course, authors read, it is part of the job description but do they want to be inundated with links to other authors books?
I have approached reviewers, some of whom have kindly left me a review; some haven’t responded as they have a backload of requests. Some have put me on their lists and for all of those I am grateful. Despite the many hours spent finding reviewers, doing the social media rounds and trying to come up with visually pleasing boards to advertise my books I am still struggling to get noticed. Of course, it is only early days, and I certainly wasn’t expecting to make my fortune but I do need to do something. I need to engage my creativity to find a solution for the struggle to spread the word, not only for me but other authors too.
I had an idea before of authors buying and reviewing each other’s work (not new or original, not claiming to have come up with a revolutionary concept) on a scale that they find acceptable. But it would seem that this isn’t necessarily the way forward. It is hard to be critical of another’s work, and some authors don’t reciprocate.
So I have adapted the idea somewhat and have set up a Facebook group. The idea is that you post a link to your book(s) and then share someone else’s link on Facebook, Twitter or any other form of social media that you wish to use. The one you choose may not be a genre that you read personally. You have a wide range of friends, who will have varying tastes in books. They may enjoy having access to books that otherwise may not be brought to their attention, especially those of a self-published, indie author.
I don’t suggest you share every link by every author; you will lose Facebook friends rapidly if you do that. Just as you share theirs, they will share yours. The novel, short story, novella that you poured your heart and soul into will have the opportunity to reach a wider following.
Come and join us, help the little group grow and hopefully take your writing to a whole new audience.

https://www.facebook.com/groups/341146252745068/

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Spring & writing

Spring is on the way, the daffodils and crocuses have started to spring from the dark soil reaching their petals and leaves towards the sunlight. The greyness of winter is starting to recede as the colours of spring cascade all around us like a kaleidoscope. The sun’s warm rays touch our skin as we peel back the layers of clothing that have shrouded us. As though by magic people have started to appear out on the streets, lingering to talk instead of racing back home to escape the cold. The upward tilt of lips are visible, washing is starting to appear on clothes lines, the joyful sound of children’s laughter as they’re allowed to play outside once again.

It hasn’t been a particularly harsh winter, but it is great to know that the worst of it is behind us; although we will still have some cold, some wet and some grey days ahead. The mornings and evenings are getting lighter and getting a glimpse of blue skies, and the sun makes everyone happier.

The tree outside my window is still bare and barren; the green buds haven’t started to form yet. That will be the next thing to look forward to as the abundance of leaves burst out all over the spindly branches until it is covered breaking up the drab concrete building that forms its backdrop.

It will be time soon to head out with notepad and pen, find a beautiful spot and fill the pages with words in the old-fashioned way. Instead of cooped up inside, with blanket and laptop, eyes straining from too many hours in front of the screen. There will also be fewer distractions, no temptation to flick between social media pages in between writing. So once again my writing will enter a new phase; my right hand will ache after a satisfactory writing session. I will breathe that sigh of relief in the warm, clean air smiling at the unrivalled beauty of nature. It’s funny I never get quite the same feeling after a successful writing session on the laptop as I do when I use pen and paper.

Certainly a reason to smile.

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Self-publishing – Reviews & the love of writing

So what I am learning is that reviews are the way to get your self-published books noticed. To all those people who read a book whether because they bought it to support a friend, relative or because someone recommended it to you: if you enjoyed it please let other people know, you can do that by telling your colleague at work who likes to read or your best friend’s,cousin’s, auntie but a key factor especially for self-published authors is for that review to be posted online. If you bought it via Amazon you could leave it on Amazon, in fact, you could post on there even if you didn’t buy it. You just add that it was an ARC (Advanced Reader’s Copy) given to you in exchange for an unbiased review. Or you can post on Goodreads, if you are feeling very generous you can type up the review on Amazon, copy & paste it into Goodreads.

We all like praise and knowing that what we are doing is appreciated by others, authors are no exception in this; we’ve poured a whole lot of ourselves into this and to know that people have enjoyed it is great. Constructive criticism doesn’t hurt either but if you have nothing good to say about a book then not leaving a review is the kindest thing you can do. Not only does this review serve the purpose of bringing a smile to the face of the struggling, overworked, underpaid author but it also lets other people know that it is worth a read. If you enjoyed so might they. They may never have heard of this author, but the glowing terms in which you referred to this book may make them read the sample, then with any luck they will be hooked and want to read on.

Not only are the reviews of family, friends, friends of friends important but authors also need to court the attention of reviewers. People who receive ARC in exchange for an honest review. These reviewers may have followers, people who respect their opinions who will buy books on their say so. They may have an Amazon rating, for example, top 1000, top 500, etc…

So the part-time career I embarked upon when I self-published my first short story has grown into this monster of epic proportions. It now transpires that I have two full-time jobs, one I get paid well (ish) for and the other I do for the love of writing and the hope that one day I may achieve a living from it. If this life were a script for my next book, I might even write myself a fortune for my hard work. So if I were not out at the moment, needing to ride my scooter home, I would raise a glass of wine and toast “To the love of writing.”

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Self-Publishing – Short Story no. 2

Last Saturday, Valentine’s Day I released short story number two onto the self-publishing market. The one thing I have learned is that time is no longer my own. I have turned into a social media addict, not through choice through necessity. I jump from one site to another not sure if what I am doing is truly being productive, whether any of these things makes any difference at all. Whether the people who see it will be tempted to do more than like, favourite, re-tweet. Promoting is a full-time job and yet I already have one of those. Writing is my passion, but promoting seems to take up more of my time than putting pen to paper or fingers to keyboard filling those blank pages with words. I find myself in company still tweeting, still checking Facebook, Goodreads etc…posting comments and statuses hoping to get that extra sale, maybe find the reader who will write a review that will attract a wider audience.

I read avidly any advice about what to do or try next, appreciating the advice of those who have done this before. The nice thing that has resulted from this, aside from people reading and enjoying my stories, is the connections I have made with other authors in this time, the shared experiences. It is a consolation to know that I am not the only person out there doing this…makes it slightly less lonely. It also makes me seem slightly less mad!